It was Crackin

So my Saturday was entertaining, I experienced many things that I have not experienced.

To start the day off, I went to the Santa Rosa Junior College Football game and they Rocked it! They started off rough, (looked like these boys got wasted the night before) and then stepped it up to pull through and win it in over time...Bearcubs line up for the play, they make the touchdown, and their up 38-31, then San Mateo gets up for the play, and Bearcubs #43 comes out of nowhere and intercepts the ball for the win.

After the game I burned two blunts and then came home and took a nap. The games always make me tired :)

Then I get ready...I find out what were gonna do, and go get my half a Fifth of Heem and make sure I got my blunts and head out. We head off the one of the football guys house, and I don't usually hangout with this group, because I have been bar hopin more often, but I have to say I had hella Fun....I was told I was BADD, BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS, and man did I feel like doodes were just raping me with their eyes.. After I was there for a few, one of my homeboys Ant from Baltimore introduced me to one of his friends from back home, Mo.....No of these doodes are my type, but they were cool to chill, talk and burn with. Well while we were outside chillen, Mo kept tellin me:

Mo: "Damn girl, you fine as hell, I wanna fuck you"

Me: "Damn, a little upfront, Don't you think?"

"Well thats how we do it from the EastCoast, we upfront, and Don't bullshit"

"Yeah I feel you, but damn"

"I mean no disrespect or anything, but there are so many things I would so to you"

"You Aint ever been pleased the way I could please you"

"Thanks, but I got a doode, and Im satisfied with what I have right now"

And it goes on from there, but what blew me away the most was this doode really pulled me to the side, in the middle of the damn street and pulled his DICK out in front of me......Talk about bein upfront, up damn that was more then I wanted to see....

I mean, it was good sized and all, and there are many things I could have done with it, If I put a paper bag over his head, but thats a whole nother level I Would never go down that route, there are too many other doodes out there and I am way too beautiful to have to do that...

But I have to say that was just the start to a crazy night.

A friend, Pope I used to fuck with about 2 years ago, was so drunked and doped up on some kind of zanex or some shit, this doode was out of his damn mind. Got everyone in this whole party wondering what level this doode was on because He was straight trippin! Eyes crossin all over the place, can't stand still and chill. It was hella sad to see someone that I once cared about fuckin his life away........... :(

Well thats all for now, I am tired, and still beatin off this hangover...

Here are some photos of the two best pets you could ever as for :)

I am New at this.....Tiff is a PRO :)

To Start this thing off, Tiff has inspired me to start another blog again. After reading the things that go on in her life, and seeing how people actually respond and let her know their situations makes me think about this life I am living. I talk about shit that goes on, but writing it down is a lot easier. First off, Life is actually going down the right track now, I got a great job, that I LOVE and I will be able to move up in the office. Everyone is great and I could not have found a better place to be at. On the other hand I have a person in my life who I am not too sure that I am fully and completely comitted to........I mean me and him have been kickin it for almost two years now, and I feel like shit is just not going anywhere...



I mean we have been building this "relationship" ever since, and things just seem like they are the same. I don't know what to do when my heart says to stay. I love this guy with all my heart and he treats me and takes care of me like he wants to be with me, but at the same time, there are MANY things I am not sure of. I have become a part of his family and I KNOW that no other female has ever had this, but he is not 100% committed to me. He still has urges to beat with other females, and I have caught him...Well not in the act, but I have found Photos, and Yeah I still stayed after that, but I am NOT 100% Innocent either and feel that I am being Hypocritical to not talk to him anymore because I found out he had sex with another female. I have had other relations with other males, he has just never known. I feel that he is the person that makes me happy, but other times I second guess it. Imma have Tiff Help me out with this one, and Imma Shoot the PROS and CONS of My doode:

Pros:
Makes me feel the love
Handles situations when its tough for me
Great Pipe
Knows how to treat a Girl (Woman not so sure of)
Contacts me without my attention
Says he Loves me
Does things I don't expect
Has a Great job

Cons:
Plays Video games ALL THE TIME
Is Petty in an argument
Blames the fights on me
NEVER SAYS SORRY
Says I always act like a child
Has been spoiled all his life
Doesnt like to go out to clubs with me


I will think of more later......I am just a little frustrated and I can't even think....Here is the Beginning and there is far more to come...Thanks PEACH!!!!!!!!!!